feeling so sad & alone...

Haizzz 2dae i lost my most loved 1 in a sense he has been wif me 4 e past 16 yrs of my miserable life...his been sort of lyk my pillar of strenght which got me through my darkest tyms.Hes been wif me frm my happiest moment to my saddest moment wen i was young he cuddled me 2 sleep wen i was cold he kept me warm...he is my bolster......i juz wanna let him know tht although we are physically seperated, i would b there spiritually n mentally. Goodbye n god bless you my LOVE...Goodbye my lover goodbye my friend u hv been e 1 u hv been e 1 4 me. Yesterday feel so bad n guilty lehx coz i sort of pangseh SOME1*u noe who u r* although she say nvr mind but feel kinda guilty man...ToT sry =] *u noe who*